MichelRight now, I and our little group are facing scaling issue, the interest is exploding, demands on our time is skyrocketing, and we should professionalize, but, are not successful yet in achieving this new phase.In particular: a basic income so I could afford healthcare, investment in new tech (computer, android that can serve as phone, roaming sub); and some emergency loan fund to occasionally prepay tickets (I usually refuse, but sometimes, it's really necessary).My analysis from the recent psy-op is that someone understood this, and targetted communciations and cooperations that involved funding.The problem is that once you are pushed into such a position, you are dealing with a lot of emergencies, making it difficult to look at things strategically3) cash flow issues mean i cannot react properly to emergencies, do not have a working credit card (problems when asked for guarantees for hotel rooms); for example, I have zero access to new books, unless I get review copies2) tech infrastructure: my computer is old and decaying and can only be used by extra keyboard, which is inconvenient, my phone is help together by tape; when travelling, I can't use an android, do not have roaming and can exclusively use sms ... the effects of all this is that many small problems are hard to solve1) healthcare: though I now have basic health insurance, lack of cash flow makes it impossible to use (prepayment), so I have not been able to go to a single doctor visit regarding a chronic prostate issue, and an asthmatic bronchitis I have caught in Europe. If my symptoms are not acute, my wife will resist doctor visits, as there are so many competing demands for our cash, and the kids get priorityOn a personal level and to be frank, these are the issues I have to deal with:However, we do not have the means to verify this. Right now, I am looking at help to restore the integrity of the communications, for example how to restore blocked and filters I may not be aware of.The original psy-op involved forgeries, usurped identities, fake meetings and a whole series of actions that make it very hard to believe that this could just be an individual without assistance.Basically the technique was the following: during particular senstive emergencies, crucial requests would not get to me; this was incomprehensible for some partners, who saw all my online activity, and therefore were incredulous as to my explanation. This create hurt from two sides, the side that felt abandoned by me, and on my side, hurt about unjustified accusations.The issue is the following, we do have a confession, but couched in terms of a personal problems and personality issues, but this only accounts for the issues covering the last 3 months; but I have evidence of much more nasty interventions dating back since december.Dear Denis,I'm giving details through Skype but right now still feel uncomfortable in creating more problems for the individual involved.
Of course, many of these thigns are related to personality flaws, and I "should" do things better, but, I have my limits, and better support would really help.
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Date: Tue, 23 Jul 2013 07:00:47 +0200
From: Denis Postle <denis.postle@gmail.com>
Subject: [P2P-F] an important announcement of the p2p foundation
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>important announcement.
>We probably won't give more details than this, though some formal
statement in our blog may be forthcoming.
Shocking news, Michel. While I can appreciate your concern to limit how
these events are described, it seems important for us to know whether they
are the actions of a disaffected individual or a group, and if a group,
then surely this should be identified.
Longer term finance is a strategice issue, but If everyone reading here
were to donate the cost of a couple of meals out with friends that might
take you some way towards a better keyboard. Let's do it!
Denis
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